when i one more step toward to a relationship, my mind drifted back to the bad memory from a previous relationship...
fear of being betrayed again has made me hard to trust again...
but what i need now is a good mate and always here beside me, support me in every situation and condition to help take care of my bee...
although i was able to raise my bee alone, but still, he needs a woman"s touch...not only from his daddy...
it's have been too long my bees do not feel the love of a mother, not only for 14 month previous, but long before that...
i always pray day and night that Allah sent us an angel who genuinely and sincerely loves me and my bee...
faithful through these difficult times with us...changing our lives into a happier and better tomorrow...
and together we always support each other and create a happy life, for now and for next life...
me and my bee also want to be happy like everyone else...complete with the love of a wife and a mother *sigh
ini cerita sedih banget aslinya, sampe meneteskan air mata.. ketika dibaca dr awal sampe akhir, smua bahasa inggris dan ini yg bikin sedih, ga ngerti artinya :(((
BalasHapus